Tuesday, July 11, 2006

*eep*
people love me...
how unexpected...
and...
quite nice :)

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how to fix someone who does not think they are worthy of being fixed? or maybe i phrased that wrong...the sweet boy who confused my insides at AIT hurts...and i do not know what i can do from boone NC to fix a boy(well...not technically a boy, he's 22) in Norfolk VA...espcially a boy who considers himself not worth my effort...he is a good person...and i cannot help but hurt with him...maybe this is why i let myself love so few ppl....i just end up hurting for them...and trying to save them...mum says you cannot save everyone...but i cannot just stand there and let someone so WORTH IT not know that they are loved...*sigh* i wont give up...

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so....david bowie...DAMN...just saw the movie Labyrinth....wow-ee....goblin king or not...sheesh...hotness...

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and i still feel bloody awful.....coughing hurts....breathing hurts..i cant smoke....grrrr...and the baby deer hates me....bleah...time for the doctor i think...trust me to be barely able to function before i drag my self to the hospitial....i hate hospitals....

1 Comments:

Blogger VirileDog said...

Let the boy go. Always let people go who don't want your help. I mean this for any person who is courageous enough to offer help.

Those who want help will find what they need by continuing to seek solutions. You should invest your time in those who seek your help, respond to your advice/love/concern, and reciprocate the relationship. Otherwise, you’ll end up in draining relationships that leave you confused, hurt and ultimately cynical.

July 11, 2006 at 6:03 PM  

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