Thursday, March 15, 2007

spring break

Soooooooooo....having intruded upon my loverly man's existence for the better part of this past week, I hope I haven't scared the boyo away, but thats beside the point....my spring break was awesome despite maternal ire at my being gone most of it, but hey, I was making some money and hanging out with my delicious boyfriend....I'm happy to be back in my own digs, with my own reassuringly crazy Boone weather, and all my stuff, but I did so enjoy myself in G'boro over the past week...*sigh*...yay :)
oh, and the tonsils will stay in until this summer....but i have to take ridiculously good care of my health until then...bleah...good think I'm getting lots of exercise!!!! hahahahaha

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

sorry i haven't blogged :(

Hello my darlings!
Its been ages since I last posted (mostly due to being an absolute idiot when it comes to remembering things) So I shall catch you up!
Its been an odd sophomore year...I've been ridiculously sick from day one, it having started this summer at my Advanced Individual Training, with an acute respiratory infection and going from there. I've had spells of being pretty well off, and spells of omg-I'm-gonna-die...It was then discovered that I had allergies!! Cats and Dust and Cow...oddly...and a huge group of other things...so I'm on allergy meds, which have helped, and now my tonsils, which seem to be the root of all evil (!!!) have swollen to the size of golf balls and I had to be taken to the urgent care facility! so out they are gonna come and there goes my spring break! at one end I have a ceremony with the guard, at the other end I have drill! and this month we go to the range to qualify! yay!! guess how high I will be at that time! yay pain meds! so...........theres the health update!
Oh! Oh! ohohohoh!!!!! My new boyfriend!!!! yes, for those of you who also read my Myspace blog, me and my ex...ya know...the one all the blogs have been about previously? are no more....for about a month and a half now...and out of the blue, when i was finally getting over him for the most part, this loverly kilted man came into my life...the roomie of my favorite Sgt, whom I have blogged about before (the Sgt, not the roomie) contacted me....out of the blue...he was at my fav Sgts wedding, but I could barely look at him, trying so very hard as i was to be good and save a doomed relationship with my ex...plus i was trying to keep Amy, our flute player from embarrassing herself....fun times, actually.....I've heard there are pictures (heehee)...but then...he added me to myspace....and we started talking...and WOW!! he is amazing!!!! really really amazing!!! and I am so blissfully happy...and it appears that i will be participating in the ren faire nest year, if i make the audition, and JUST WOW!!!!!!

and a small note here....just to clear the water....i feel bad about the break-up stories that have been told....it makes my ex sound like a monster, though i have tried not to make it that way...he is really a great guy and would be, I think, a great boyfriend to anyone else....we were just not good for each other...don't know what happened, don't care now, but I wanted to clarify. Seriously a good person....but together we were not good...its as much my fault as his, and though I know he may never read this, and others might and get the wrong impression, I wanted to clear the air. He is a good person.....I am a good person....together we were not a good couple. *gets off soapbox*

and to my loverly man...do not take the previous statement the wrong way...i am yours and you are mine, and he is my past...but i will not do a person wrong...just know that I love you and am with you, and all else is past....only past.


so Whee!! I will try not to make the next blog have such a depressed ending!