movies and revelations ;)

i have finally seen the movie Boondock Saints....and it fucking rocks...there is no other way to put it...it is just...incredible...i can't even begin to describe it, but you guys should seriously check it out...wow...talk about one of those movies designed to stick with you for your entire life...sheesh...
and anouther thing..today i sent my boyfriend off for his usual weekend crusade...and i felt..like i was saying goodbye for much longer than a weekend...it was a growing unease i've felt all night...i sincerely hope it's just my own paranoid delusions, but i am usually at least partially right on these things...and i cannot lose him...not now...porbably not for a long long time...cuz i love the bastard, which tends to make me a bit cross at times, b/c i am such an independant person, dammit, but i do...i love him..gah..there it is..out in type...sheesh..these little sneak attacks of emotions (as sarah words them) are quite strange...heh...ah well